I have spent many days without stopping by. A lot has happened both in my life as my head. Good weather, summer seems … and that made me think of many things. I remembered a lot from him, all I remember of him and miss him terribly. I love him andwant him and want to be with him and I can not, and that hurts. I have the feeling that all this affect me call attention to a guy like him, is very pretty too and maybe I like that.
On the other hand, I‘m getting tired of many things, people seem to not take seriously many things and I don’t like it. NOTHING. Less rubbish and more serious (it’s pretty funny that I say so, but even the most incoherent looking ever set foot). And many times, that I am not a very serious person, I have fear of not ever take me seriously. As if my wordshad no weight.
Otherwise everything is going well, I take better notes than I expected and soon I will have holidays.

Well, these days have been a stressful, full of exams and wanted to mourn. But I passed everything (except Technical Drawing, a subject that is impossible), so more or less is a relief. I’ve also been hiking, visiting art museums, colleges and buying cds. But despite everything, despite having all the time busy with all those things, I can not lose my mindwith head feeders. I’m feeling low, with an infinite inferiority complex that eats away at me, hiding less and less. I hope to find ways to have better morale.